OUCH! pt2

had a chance to think about my last post a bit more and realise a problem.

my own hypocrisy! OUCH!

just had my little rant about judgement of worth only to realise i have made judgements of integrity. i am not of the belief that people of faith are more or less sincere than each other but it does provide an interesting dilemma if i choose to make comment. hypocrisy is the one pet peeve i have never really overcome, particularly my own.

Creator god i pray i have the courage to

change what can i can

accept what i can't

and the wisdom to know the difference

this prayer has been given to me alot in the last 12 years and until last week i hadn't twigged why. people kept giving it to me, apparently, because i seemed to hit my head against the wall so often they felt i should stop. (accept what i can't) i, seeking martyrdom oft, naturally presumed it was the courage i was being infused with. figures.

to continue my blogging i will have to learn to

1. accept my own hypocrisy and walk sofly when seen to be highlighting anothers.
2. accept change is not a likely outcome of my blog but hopefully debates of interest will be.
3. accept that my view is probably going to be lost in cyber space for my reading and amusement alone

i wonder:

• if god is a blogger
• how the writers in the old and new testament were inspired
• when christianity will realise its full potential
• when faith will be the source of life, not a drain or source of conflict